Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Why am I so Impatient?

I'm so Impatient that I buy what I see. Even when I use my logic I just buy it.
I bought Adobe cs6 master collection though I hardly use anything other than photoshop. I was against buying Adobe cs6 master collection, i just wanted to buy CS6 photoshop.
And now I'm just a beginner at photography (been 1 month) and have fujifilm s3100. I now want to buy Nikon D7000. I have the money for it because I saved the money for the Uni, that's why I have not money not because my parents are rich. We are lower middle class family.
I become rational and use logic but i go against it at the end when I use action.
I know that I'm not going to take d7000 outside with me and probably use it only twice every month at maximum, why can't I stop wasting my money on things I don't need. And I'm just a beginner at photography, though I do take photographs everyday.
Help me become patience, I'm tired of being impatience when I'm 22 years old. Still can't be mature or patience damn it.
>>> Why am I so Impatient?